I regret many things in my life but, I'd say that what I regret the most is opening myself up to people who didn't take the time to do the same. I've always had the worst trust issues, and once you lose my trust you've basically lost me. Without trust what is the base of a relationship, a friendship? So when people toss my trust away, when they carelessly say things I've always kept secret about myself, it hurts to know that I was so stupid enough to not see the their true personality. I was too blind to understand that this person couldn't be trusted, that something was off. It huts me to think that the one person who I relied on the most, betrayed me. I regret being so blind to the point where I didn't even truly know who my best friend was.
I'm sorry you had to go through that. People are not always what they seem and sometimes it is for the best that they leave us. I hope you find people that won't throw around your secrets like they are confetti.
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